I’m so, so very sorry for your loss. I can relate to your pain. I lost my soul mate to suicide just over 9 and an I Used To Be Married But I’m Better Now shirt half years ago. You’re not alone. I’m so sorry you went through this, 4 years ago my husband of 13 years my first love and the father of my 3 children committed suicide at our house 5 short weeks after we had our youngest.

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I stopped writing but I think I might start again. I feel your pain sister. Tomorrow is the I Used To Be Married But I’m Better Now shirt 14 year anniversary, of the father of my children’s suicide. He was my best friend since I was 5, my puppy love, and my 1st real adult love. The why’s, woulda, coulda, shoulda’s are brutal. 

It still hurts as I Used To Be Married But I’m Better Now shirt bad today, as it did 14 years ago. It destroyed me, my children my family and his family. I am dreading tomorrow. Please know you’re in my thoughts and prayers. October 20th will be 20 years since my children’s Dad decided to leave on his terms. Never gets easier it seems.